Had an Affair, 4 months pregnant and he hates me?

Wen you are pregnant your emotions play havoc with your mind. TRUST ME! I was in a bad situation and kept forgivin because that was the loving forgiving mummy coming out being blinded from the reality. He is a complete idiot, it's beta he doesnt want involvement becoz u can lead a happy life with your baby without worrying about visitation and custody battles etc. I hope this whole experience has taught u alot about males and karma.